i need some space!!!!!

lately, my life became dull n messy..plus, i felt lonely...at one tyme, i tried to tell the world that i need some space..please give me some space..!!!!eventhough the space that i had are wide but it seems unfunction and it forced me to look for another space..just because i told that i need some space, it doesnt mean that im not happy..for the truth, i am super duper happy..but yet, i still questioning this feeling..arghh...damn!!!i really hate this feeling..why it must happened to me..??therefore, there is nothing interesting to make a story..it sucks..every single thing i did, it comes to turn up n down..by the way, i believe that everything happen with a reason..aishh..i hope i will cure as soon as possible..